Two phone calls that morning left Layla
with a stomach nervous enough that she had turned down breakfast. One ensured
her future was ready and waiting for her. The other would force her to cut the final link to her
past.
Watching the students pilot the boat
on the day Phedra had aged up and left herself had left an impression on Layla.
And while she wished she had actually listened to her sister, she thought it
might be the right place to talk to Anthony.
Unfortunately, the boat isn’t out
today. Instead she stares at where the river bends, winding between the hills
beyond. Her berth on the same ship that sailed away with Phedra will take her
away too that night.
“It’s nice out here,” Anthony’s
stomach must be as nervous as Layla’s, he keeps rubbing it. “Why didn’t we ever come here before?”
“It’s one of the last places I saw
Phedra,” said Layla. “I still miss her terribly. And being here makes it worse.”
“Maybe you just need to make some
happy memories here,” said Anthony. “Then it wouldn’t be so bad for you.”
“It’s never going to erase my time
here with Phedra,” Layla shot back, annoyed slightly. “I was stupid that day
and didn’t listen very well to what she had to tell me. I’d give anything to go
back and hear her.”
“I take it that’s your hint to me to
listen to you? Or is how you’re telling me that there won’t be any happy
memories made here?”
‘Damn him,’ Layla hadn’t wanted to
start this out with any hostility. She didn’t want it to end with hostility either.
“It’s my hint to you to please
actually listen to what I have to say.”
“I’d listen to you forever if you’d
only give me the chance.”
“Anthony there is no forever,”
sighed Layla. “I’m leaving tonight.”
In a reversal, this time Anthony was
the one to nod. Though since Layla had her back to him she couldn’t see it.
“When we first made our agreement,
that was really what I wanted. Just someone to get Galen off my back. And
really, I should never have said I’d do that. Phedra had already warned me that
doing something like that meant someone would get hurt.”
“And for a really long while I had
every intention of breaking the whole thing off. I wish you could know just how
angry I was with you when you kissed me. And I should have known just how deep
this would all get then.
“I’m so sorry Anthony. I’m so sorry
that I might have led you on for my own purpose. I’m sorry that I might have
given you false hope. I’m so, so sorry that I can’t feel for you what you feel
for me.”
“Can’t?” Anthony burst out. “Why is
it 'can’t?' Have you tried? Have you even thought about trying? Considered it?
Actually done it? How many times have you told me what a great guy I am? Were
you just saying it to say it? What about all those conversations? The long
walks? The time and effort I put in with you by my side? Were you even really
there?”
And as she opened her mouth to give
an angry retort he dropped to his knees beside her.
“What'll you do when
you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.
Layla, you've got me
on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging you darling please.
Layla, darling won't you please ease my
worried mind.”
Horrified, Layla covered her ears.
What the hell?!?
“Let's make the best
of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.
Layla, you've got me
on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging you darling please.
Layla, darling won't you please ease my
worried mind.”
“Oh my PlumbBob, Anthony. I’m
begging you please cut that out!”
“Only if you’ll stay here and marry
me. Or let me go with you. Just say you’ll be mine and I’ll stop.”
“Have you listened to me at all?”
Her outburst startled Anthony, who
settled back on his heels. He’d never witnessed her get angry before.
“Anthony you are a great guy. A Great guy! But you’re not the guy for
me. And honestly, your pushing on this tells me I’m not the one for you either.
This isn’t what I want! I don’t want here. I don’t want to live with high
school for my entire life! I want to see who else might be out there for me! And
before that I want a chance to live! To live as myself and on my own.”
Turning to Anthony, Layla sighed.
Judging by the look on his face he still didn’t hear her.
“Anthony,” her voice more controlled
this time. “Anthony, do you even know my thoughts on kids? On careers? On what
makes a home?”
Unanswering, unflinching, Anthony
sat still as a stone.
“Ok, I’ll start with my thoughts on
9 to 5’s. Hate ‘em. I think they’re stupid. Neither of my parents worked regular
jobs and I loved that. They were home more with us. And it made us a closer
family. On kids. Maybe I’ll have a baby or two one day, but I’m in no rush. And
even then I’m not sure kids are in my cards, ever. And this is all just a
taster. I’m sorry Anthony. Really, really sorry. But it really isn’t me you
want.”
“Please don’t leave me! Please, please
don’t leave me!”
Anthony had nearly thrown her off
balance as he grabbed onto her wrist pulling her closer.
Pity welling up, she stroked his
hair, trying to calm him a little.
“I’m so, so sorry, Anthony.”
Tugging her hand out of his grasp,
Layla turned from him walking off.
Not having the will to fight her any
longer, Anthony’s shoulders slumped, knees wet from the moist grass beneath
him.
Knowing more than seeing his
dejection, every step Layla took was fresh torture for her. Until she finally
realized she hadn’t said what needed to be said most.
Turning to see him still kneeling,
eyes closed made her hate herself further. Steeling herself for the possibility a new onslaught
of tender declarations from him she hesitantly walked back.
“Anthony?”
He made no response to his softly
spoken name.
“Anthony,” she sighed. “Anthony
please you’ve got to understand that it was never me you fell for. It was only
the idea of a girl like me. You’re such an amazing sim. And maybe, maybe one
day you’ll wake up and you’ll find you’ve moved on. And there is another sim
much more wonderful than I am standing in front of you waiting. Maybe she’s
been waiting for me to make way for her all along. You’re going to find someone
so much better than I am one day. I can only hope that when that sim shows up
you’ll look past your memory of me.”
Pausing for a moment to take a
breath, Layla carefully thought through everything she could to make sure she
said the right words to east his grieving.
“I’ll always regret that I couldn’t
be the person you needed me to be, but it’s time for you to forget me. It’s
time for you to start your life without me by your side. And I’ll even bet that
you’ll be spectacular at it.”
Feeling his shoulders begin to shake
beneath her hands, Layla stopped speaking.
“Goodbye.”
Tears finally slipped beneath
Anthony’s closed lids as she turned to walk away.
One step farther away from him.
The next step her resolve
strengthened.
Another step for Cyrus, whom she was
determined to find.
And each step she took was heavier,
harder and more freeing.
One day, she hoped to wake up and
find her own regret dissolved and forgotten. One day…
End
Generation 1.
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All hail the conquering Heeero!!!!!
DA daduduDa duduDA! I finished the first generation! Finally! I got WAY too
into the story. Teehee.
Alrighty, some wonderful wrap up
notes:
Anthony was begging Layla with the lyrics to “Layla”
by Derek and the Dominos. (here) Written, of course, by Eric Clapton to his (then) unrequited
love Pattie Boyd. If you look at a history of the song, it was heavily
influenced by the tale “Layla and Majnun” a story of Persian origin recounting
the story of Layla, a Moon Princess, and Majnun, who was in love with her.
However, Layla’s father gave her in marriage to another man and Majnun
eventually went insane pining over her. So I believe there's plenty of justification for breaking into song with her name. lol.
Curious over Generation 2 yet?
MwuaHahahahaha! Stay tuned. ;)









































































